About Me

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Definition

1. A proletarian and a committed communist, determined to dedicate my whole life to the true communist cause.
2. Deeply interested in aerospace and planning to work in the field.
3. A student from the 2022 cohort of the Qian Xuesen Experimental Class in Space Science at Xidian University Beilei Village Men’s Vocational and Technical College.
4. A senior, 21 years old, basically on the road to 30 already, a thoroughly ordinary small-town exam taker, and a fake otaku.

Hobbies

Music

1. Instrumentals: piano solos, violin solos, instrumental tracks from films, galgames, anime, and games, plus EDM, classical music, karaoke backings, and the like.
2. Folk: favorite 《我记得》 Zhao Lei
3. English: favorite Take Me Hand Cecile Corbel
4. Guofeng: favorite 《故梦》 双笙
5. Pop: the only thing that never changes is change itself.

Sports (I am terrible at them)

1. Badminton
2. Cycling

Amateur Radio HAM

• License: B
• Call sign: BI9CKE
• QTH: based long-term in Chang’an District, Xi’an, Shaanxi (OM44jd)
• RIG: Quansheng UV-K6 (expanded to 4MB by myself and flashed with CEC firmware)
• ANT: U7V4 handheld Yagi antenna
• Organization: XDU “Half-Set Radio Station” Amateur Radio Club, Club Wiki

BiliBili

1. Photography: 影视飓风, 8KRAW, 徐青帆, and more.
2. Tech: 稚晖君, 没啥用科技, 极客湾Geekerwan, and others.
3. Aerospace: Asumoyz苏沫玖, 蓝星空间, 航天推进技术研究院, etc.
4. Literature: 天真的和感伤的小说家, 未来事务管理局, and so on.
5. Games: 学德语的Marius, HIKARI-FIELD, 神秘店长A, etc.
6. Music: 畅饮生理盐水, 炙弹冰, Aimer, and more.
7. Political posting: “Beihai, think harder.”
8. ACGN:
   1. Fan works: too many to list, and fan works around gacha games come with plenty of discourse anyway.
   2. Illustrators: 卡农_Channel, しらたまOfficial, etc. You know, I’ve always thought 毛玉 isn’t even close to 白玉.
   3. Cosplayers: I had listed a few here before, but then I realized anything tied to gacha games tends to attract a lot of drama, so I removed them.
   4. Voice acting: 羊宫妃那, MyGO!!!!!, Ave Mujica
   5. Galgame: 被炒的炒饭, 爱摸鱼的人潮, and others.

Zhihu

favorite 狐狸 (狐狸小姐 hasn’t posted in a long time. I wish her all the best.)

Current Reading

1. 《林徽因传》 张清平
2. 《棱镜》 神林长平
3. Aphorismen zur Lebensweisheit 叔本华
4. 《西南联大文史通识讲·文学课》
5. 《一只特立独行的猪》 王小波
6. 《莫泊桑短篇小说集》 Henry-Rene-Albert-Guy de Maupassant
7. The Big Questions: A Short Introduction to Philosophy Robert C. Solomon & Kathleen Marie Higgins

Games I’m Playing

Preparing for the postgraduate entrance exam means I barely have time for games now. At this point I only have two electronic potted plants left: Blue Archive and Star Resonance Traveler.

1. Blue Archive (Global): Noa is my top favorite, and I like Nagisa a lot too.
2. Star Resonance Traveler: Yostar’s masterpiece of a new release. It copies Blue Archive in every direction, charges absurdly hard, asks 300 per pull, uses a MiHoYo-style banner setup, is stingy, sells multiple monthly cards, locks progression behind stamina, has raid content, random affixes, and all in all feels like a giant pile of garbage.
3. Battlefield: mainly Battlefield 1 and Battlefield V. Battlefield 1 is still the king of kings and never gets old. I played the beta for Battlefield 6 too. It was fun, but I don’t have time for it right now.
4. Red Dead Redemption 2
5. It Takes Two play with a male classmate (:з」∠)
6. POPUCOM too
7. NUKITASHI (a true masterwork of absurdism)
8. A Sky Full of Stars
9. Muse Dash: terrible at rhythm games, still happily mashing away on keyboard
10. Granblue Fantasy: Relink (main story cleared)
11. Ori and the Blind Forest (already cleared Ori and the Will of the Wisps)
12. Wuthering Waves
    • Version 3.1 is, in my view, the current high point for story presentation in gacha games. I’d put it at about one-third of Interstellar. On that basis, I’m willing to take back my earlier slander about the previous two versions being dumpling-making family roleplay with forced ML bait.
    • What it urgently needs now is optimization. It’s 130GB on PC, 60GB on Android, an RTX 2050 can barely handle 2K on the lowest settings, and ever since Rinascita, any scene with dense vegetation stutters like hell.
13. Black Myth: Wukong: it feels like a four-year relationship, getting married tomorrow already married, waiting for DLC now waiting for Black Myth: Zhong Kui. Game Science, a good game deserves careful polishing, but please also hurry up.
14. Counter-Strike 2: seriously, really. It’s still a blast when I play with my roommates.
15. Arknights: Endfield
    • The story is a huge steaming mess, the banner design is full of tiny “clever” touches that annoy everyone, and the post-apocalyptic setting is packed with childish conflicts and stiff emotional payoffs. As for the many bugs served up by the tiny-cup programmers and planners, thank heaven they don’t interfere too much with my cable-laying.
    • That said, I genuinely like the combat design. You can tell from the wildly varied comps and guides on Bilibili and Xiaoheihe that this isn’t like late-stage Honkai Impact 3rd, where meta units decide everything, nor is it like Wuthering Waves, where flashy design still collapses into rigid DPS rotation charts. Every team can find ways to handle plating or harder content, even lightning teams.

Gacha Games I’ve Quit but Still Want to Mention

1. I originally wrote a lot here about MiHoYo games. I have to admit they really did bring me joy and emotion once. But all of that is over now, and it ended far too quickly. Life has its dreams, and everyone shines in their own way.
2. Arknights
   • I’m not into tower defense, and I don’t like the art style either. I barely played it, so I don’t have much to say.
   • In a very comedic move, I bought Hypergryph’s Ex Astris. I’ll wait for it to get optimized a bit more and then see whether it’s playable for me.
   • Good news: 觉醒波 still hasn’t run away. They’ve already optimized it twice. I’ll play it when it’s ready.
3. Azur Lane
   • Honestly a decent game. The gameplay is below average, and the art is fine, but the proportions are too exaggerated for my taste.
4. Waiting for Ananta & Wangyue & Blue Starfield: Ballad of Travel & Silver Palace & Virtual Ring (just here for the chaos though some of them may already look half dead, sadly)

To Be Continued

So yes, I’m basically a dumb otaku thoroughly poisoned by the Simplified Chinese internet, the sort of person who watches everything and knows a little about everything, though not much. I like tinkering with electronics, I’m good at surfing the web, and I collect all kinds of proper or improper precious study materials.